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Chronicles of A Lover 1

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Guess what I want tonight To be consumed by the fire By his ever burning fire I want to look through the depth of his eyes Marvel at it as it dances in the moonlight Melt as a crease touches the side of his mouth Oooo, but most of all I want to hear him mention my name Whisper my name  I want to hear my name through his shaky voice Yes, I want that I want my hairs to stand up at his touch Yeeees Today, I want him so bad PC:Andre Moura Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita ©  2023 You can watch the video here  Subscribe  to my channels YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/@ayenyo1 Facebook:  https://www.facebook.com/ayenyojoanita Twitter: @ayenyo1 Instagram: @joanitaayenyo Tiktok: @ayenyoj

Dear Estranged Lover

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  My dearest love, I write to thee With a heavy heart, filled with misery For though my words may reach your ear It seems your heart remains austere I long to feel your tender touch To hold you close and feel so much Yet you ignore my every plea Leaving me in this state of misery What once was passion, now grows cold Our love story, now untold Do you not feel the pain I bear? Do you not see how much I care? My heart aches for your attention Yearning for your love and affection I pray you'll come to see the light And end this painful, lonely night My dearest love, I beg of thee Please hear my heart's sincere decree For though you may ignore me now My love for you will never bow. PC: Aron Visuals Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita ©  2023 You can watch the video here  Subscribe  to my channels YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/@ayenyo1 Facebook:  https://www.facebook.com/ayenyojoanita Twitter: @ayenyo1 Instagram: @joanitaayenyo Tiktok: @ayenyoj

When Love Lingers

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My dear Sam Like a giraffe you tower above us So poise Soft spoken  Great smile that is contagious You have proven your great desire for me I am always dumbstruck to learn of the little things you keep You keep them because they passed though my hands They are the only things Only things physical that connects you to me Oooo Sam, how can i make it up to you Don't blame yourself for holding back at the time Don't feel terrible for reaching out now Don't be afraid to reach out in the future That heart will be nurtured  I may not be able to offer you what you wish for But i don't take your affection for granted It warms my heart to hear you let go of what you held for sooo long I wish i could give you what you need My dear Sam this life has no balance But we continue living  And leave the rest to fate PC: Zohan Ali Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita ©  2023 You can watch the video here  Subscribe  to my channels YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/@ayenyo1 ...

The Funeral

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Will you come to my funeral when you hear that i am no more Will you shed a tear when i am being lowered six feet under Will your heart ache when you realise i am gone forever Will you lay a wreath on my tomb Will you miss my voice  Will you long for my touch Or will you have a deep sigh that finally i won't bother you Nag you That finally you are free from my childish desires for you PC: Pixabay Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita ©  2023 You can watch the video here  https://youtu.be/8DV5eCY40K8 Subscribe  to my channels YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/@ayenyo1 Facebook:  https://www.facebook.com/ayenyojoanita Twitter: @ayenyo1 Instagram: @joanitaayenyo Tiktok: @ayenyoj

I Am Good Enough, But...

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You see so much beauty and perfection in me I see none of those I have been destroyed Destroyed by the harshness of this world When it seems like i want to pass you on Not that i don't want you But perhaps i feel you might be better there I feel like an empty vessel I feel like i am not good enough Not that i am not good enough But perhaps the world has gotten into my head When it seems that i want you with another Not that i don't value your love Not that i don't value your time Not that i don't appreciate you Not that i think you are less Or think less of you I love you I love you so much That when i look into your eyes When i see your face All i want is to settle with you But i am afraid you might leave too So i keep running PC: Emmanuel Samu Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita ©  2023 You can watch the video here  https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMYGAEMHR/   Subscribe  to my channels YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/@ayenyo1 Facebook:  https://www.facebook.com/ay...

The Chosen One

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I have only dwelt on the pain he has caused me for days on end Not that i didn't contemplate how much hurt i had caused him I believed i had done something grave But how grave was my mistake that it was unforgivable  What was it that i had done to deserve all this hateful attitude  You know when i said i wanted to forget everything about him He was elated That spoke volumes to me But when he saw me today But chose to move on Yet he still penned it down That showed the magnitude of affection he still has within him Why must he punish us both I hope we get to the bottom of all this PC: Alex Green Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita ©  2023 You can watch the video here  Subscribe  to my channels YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/@ayenyo1 Facebook:  https://www.facebook.com/ayenyojoanita Twitter: @ayenyo1 Instagram: @joanitaayenyo Tiktok: @ayenyoj

I Saw Him Today!

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I didn't know how much i love him Until today When i saw him but let him go I had been contemplating this bump for some time I wasn't sure  My head was bowed I lifted it in time to see him pass I watched him cross the road I watched him pause at the entrance Whatever was going on in his mind I watched him enter a building A building i was well familiar with  'A building i knew too well to locate him within But i chose peace I chose respect I chose my pain over his happiness I stayed back  See he has made it clear to me i am not needed nor wanted But this day brought me understanding of what's been bothering me for days on end PC: Olya Prutskova Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita ©  2023 You can watch the video here  Subscribe  to my channels YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/@ayenyo1 Facebook:  https://www.facebook.com/ayenyojoanita Twitter: @ayenyo1 Instagram: @joanitaayenyo Tiktok: @ayenyoj

The Walk To Paradise

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I remember the look on his face The rhythm The calculated breathing With every stroke The tempo rose Higher and faster Then the breath turned from calculated to very ragged breath I knew he was close Pleasure and pain flashed on his face I could tell A part of him wanted to let go The other part wanted this to continue The face twisted into pain  But only for a moment Then his cheeks flashed like his crash had just walked through the door Pleasure flooded his entire being A smile creased at the side of his mouth before spreading out  His entire body was light all over again He was elated  It was such a beautiful sacred moment to experience If i have to make him go through the moment all over again I would be delighted to PC: Anna Alexes Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita ©  2023 You can watch the video here  Subscribe  to my channels YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/@ayenyo1 Facebook:  https://www.facebook.com/ayenyojoanita Twitter: @ayenyo1 Inst...

The Journey Has Began

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I had told myself "no more late nights, no more sacrificing of sleep", i love to sleep and if i am able to sacrifice that for you, it means something deep. I did it for you. I sacrificed my sleep for you. All for what? Heart break, ill-treatment, disrespectful shutdown, you know, i can't wrap my head around all this, but it is sinking in slowly. I have accepted that i have been a fool again, a fool to love, a fool to offer my heart, a fool to believe you. It hurts, it stings deep. How didn't i see it? So it was all a game for you? You feel like a conquerer because you brought her down to her knees.  Why did you ever cross my path? Why; to torment me, have fun, and run. While i find it hard to even forgive myself for opening my door, i will try hard to erase this memory, forget your name, forget your face, most importantly forget the sensation of your touch. I want to forget completely that there was a moment like this. PC: Liza Summer Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanit...

A Response To My Lover

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He made a promise to me that he will always love me. He recently reminded me about this promise and how he has chosen me and will always choose me regardless of the strongest of storms If it's true that you took your time to choose me and always want to be with me, why torture me this much? You know my heart is weak, you know i am proud of you, you know i want to have you freely, but your distance, your cold attitude towards me is nibbling my heart away. When you are fully decided, will you still find even a tiny piece? It could be true that out of 8 billion people you chose me, i believe you. But i am not alone, and you must acknowledge that, i treasure her, for you chose her first. If i loathe her, that would mean i loathe myself. We must be similar for you to hold on to both of us. Boo boo, be kind to me, talk to me. I can't pretend to be fine when you are only a stone throw away, but i know nothing about your well-being. My heart yearns for you. Your spell is so strong I am...

The Confession

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Agalo:  She wants to love Love so madly That when she walks in All goes quiet Save for a few whispers About how fiercely she loves But... Kapereke:   But she fears She fears the pain that comes with loving madly She fears for when the whispers stop She's afraid her love May not be returned In equal currency Agalo: ...And because of that She is withdrawn She is back to the drawing board She is back to throwing all that love to herself If she can build herself to such strong love Perhaps the lack of it won't throw her off Kapereke:   In deed, The lack of it won't throw her off, But the lack of it won't make him whole too  Because we plainly say our fears Because we remember yesterday's hurt We care not to walk that journey again But, how do we know we are for each other? How do we know we are soulmates? If we don't get to know "us"? Agalo:   That might all be true But that road is slippery  She is afraid She is afraid she will lose her friend in the proc...