The Denial

When you are all in

When you need him

When you feel him the most

You reach out

Firmly he holds your hands back

Not here

Not now

This is not right


Hurt, you retreat 

It stings so bad

But then you realize...

It hits you so hard

You are only a side chic

Of course it all clicks


He respects his woman

He adores her

He cherishes her

He holds her in high regard


But wait

Why then is he even with you now

What is it that he wants from you

Why does he pour out his heart

Why does he lead you on

Why can't he just let you love him 

Love him at will as the emotions hit 


Oooo the denial stings so hard


PC: John Rae Cayabyab

Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita

© 2023

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