Justin



It happened unexpectedly that day.

I checked him out and as my excitement grew, it crashed at the same speed. 

He needed someone within reach, but I was faaaar away...

I could only have a beautiful fantasy...

Then he reached out

I blinked several times in disbelief. This can't be true, but it was!

Reading from him stirred something within me...

I wanted to read more and more and more

And before I knew it

I was having the best of what love could offer. 

No one needed to tell me this was it...I could feel it, I was comfortable, felt the genuine reciprocal affection...and all I wanted was to be his and him mine...

But he doubted me, I felt it some times, he felt there was someone perhaps

Why would I want to soil my heart when it finally found peace...

All I wanted was to love him dearly and deeply

I had to do it right...

The first man I ever informed my people about, the one I told them I have finally found the one....he makes me happy...I received their blessings and that's all I ever wished for from them...


Then I started feeling the distance, little did I know he felt It too ... whatever he thought, crossed my mind too...

Could it be that he found someone

Someone better

Could it be that he got tired of me

Did I do something wrong


My heart ached for days 

I longed for him

I longed for my Justin

The man my heart has chosen

The one I will remain true to


But will he believe me when I tell him my eyes are only on him, my heart races for him 

With him it feels different

It feels genuine

It feels right


Even when the plan to meet has been moved 

Maybe moved indefinitely

My heart yearns for him

Will he wait for me

Will he give up quickly

I wish hearts could be slit so we can see what the other thinks and feels


I love this man

This my Justin

My emperor


When he chooses to give up on us

I will crash

And I don't want to think about that 

I want to savour the beautiful things he made me feel


Oooo I love and I wish he believed that, but he chose to run and life must continue 


PC: AYENYO 
Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita
© 2023
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