Oooh My Heart

It was over before it began. See one day a god walked over. I ignored him, i was in the process of shutting down my feelings. But fate put this god in my face all the time. Before i knew it, i was fighting, fighting to keep my heart cold, fighting to not see what was in front of me. 

One day, he clearly gave me that look, i immediately bowed, i didn't want to see the depth of his soul. It was too much for me, too much to even think of it

He had a voice too, he had his way, no doubt, i kept giving him a cold shoulder, not that i didn't want what was before me; i was scared, i was scared to open the fountain of love, i was scared for usually this fountain dries up...I don't want that. I need an everlasting fountain, one that flows from January to January. 

Then before i knew it, so much had happened so quickly that i was dazed, i couldn't comprehend anything. I was dizzy most of the time...and i was right. I shouldn't have been moved, and yet my heart betrayed me. 

This heart is so defiant, it never listens, it is so adventurous, so outgoing for my own liking. If i could rip it out, i would do that without a second thought.

See where it has led me now, to a place i wanted to be, yes...but where is he? It was over before it started...


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