Life Through My Eyes

Aphrodite visited  She cast her spell upon us I sank on my knees and thanked her dearly The right one was by my side All seemed well And then perhaps he was slapped back to reality He turned his back on me, on us See during our short union  A seed had already been planted We did't even get to know about it We didn't get to celebrate He didn't get to castigate it  Alone i found myself In the cold Crying myself to sleep Carrying a seed that was perhaps unwanted by the bearer He wouldn't talk to me He shut his door My strength was wearing out How am i do to this a lone A pleasure of two I tried for days on end He acted like all was well The game was so complex for me I resigned So much started happening within me I started hating myself  Hating myself with all within me I hated him the more And here i was stuck with his seed If i flushed it out Would that make me feel better If i nurtured it to life Would i bear its sight My blood was hot My brain fizzy My heart just st...

How strange can life be, that my heart chooses the one that is already taken. That even when I know that I cannot exercise my love for this person freely, I am stuck with them How strange can life be, that the one my heart has chosen takes me on a ride, and I can't yield because my heart is bound to theirs I love him like I love my life, I love him even when he turns his back to me, I love him even when he acts up Why must there be complexity in the simplicity of loving PC: Walter Photography Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita ©  2023 You can watch the video here  https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMYgSnjxW/ Subscribe  to my channels YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/@ayenyo1 Facebook:  https://www.facebook.com/ayenyojoanita Twitter: @ayenyo1 Instagram: @joanitaayenyo Tiktok: @ayenyoj

Her ...We can't do this Him: But we are already doing this, relax Her: It is wrong, soo wrong Him: ssssshhhh, just enjoy it Boy, she is literally melting at this point Her: ahhhhh,mmmmmnnn Her: Are you sure, she mumbles through the panting She is loving every thrust, he knows what he is doing with her Her conscience is heavy, but emotions have won She hasn't been touched in a while and she had been dripping from earlier But knew better Him: Hey, we are adults, i want this, i want you Her: mmmmmnnnn Her: Okay baby He is driving her to heaven She clings to him for her dear life His breathing gets faster, and heavier with every move And booooooom, he is free! He falls on his back as his breathing starts to normalise At this point, the devil in her has been stirred, she wants more and more It is about the two of them,  She wants him whole! PC: Alexander Krivitskiy Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita ©  2023 You can watch the video here  Subscribe  to my channels YouT...

It was over before it began. See one day a god walked over. I ignored him, i was in the process of shutting down my feelings. But fate put this god in my face all the time. Before i knew it, i was fighting, fighting to keep my heart cold, fighting to not see what was in front of me.  One day, he clearly gave me that look, i immediately bowed, i didn't want to see the depth of his soul. It was too much for me, too much to even think of it He had a voice too, he had his way, no doubt, i kept giving him a cold shoulder, not that i didn't want what was before me; i was scared, i was scared to open the fountain of love, i was scared for usually this fountain dries up...I don't want that. I need an everlasting fountain, one that flows from January to January.  Then before i knew it, so much had happened so quickly that i was dazed, i couldn't comprehend anything. I was dizzy most of the time...and i was right. I shouldn't have been moved, and yet my heart betrayed me.  Th...

It happened unexpectedly that day. I checked him out and as my excitement grew, it crashed at the same speed.  He needed someone within reach, but I was faaaar away... I could only have a beautiful fantasy... Then he reached out I blinked several times in disbelief. This can't be true, but it was! Reading from him stirred something within me... I wanted to read more and more and more And before I knew it I was having the best of what love could offer.  No one needed to tell me this was it...I could feel it, I was comfortable, felt the genuine reciprocal affection...and all I wanted was to be his and him mine... But he doubted me, I felt it some times, he felt there was someone perhaps Why would I want to soil my heart when it finally found peace... All I wanted was to love him dearly and deeply I had to do it right... The first man I ever informed my people about, the one I told them I have finally found the one....he makes me happy...I received their blessings and that's all ...

When you are all in When you need him When you feel him the most You reach out Firmly he holds your hands back Not here Not now This is not right Hurt, you retreat  It stings so bad But then you realize... It hits you so hard You are only a side chic Of course it all clicks He respects his woman He adores her He cherishes her He holds her in high regard But wait Why then is he even with you now What is it that he wants from you Why does he pour out his heart Why does he lead you on Why can't he just let you love him  Love him at will as the emotions hit  Oooo the denial stings so hard PC: John Rae Cayabyab Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita ©  2023 You can watch the video here  Subscribe  to my channels YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/@ayenyo1 Facebook:  https://www.facebook.com/ayenyojoanita Twitter: @ayenyo1 Instagram: @joanitaayenyo Tiktok: @ayenyoj

They say I can't intimately love my sister They tell my brother a similar thing,  You can't love a fellow man  They say it is not in our culture They lie They lie boldly They just sit on us They sit on our feelings They force us to be what we are not Because someone thinks it's wrong to have our kind of love This person goes to preach it to all Casting away out kind of love Lifting up their own Isn't that selfish  How do you know our love is evil How do you know our love is not real How do you know our love is wrong And how do they know it is only their kind of love that is real Who told you our love is wrong Have you tried our kind of love Did you experience Did it not work for you I guess the same happens in your kind of love It is our choice to love who our hearts beat fast for You cannot dictate that Procreation you claim! Oh nooooo That is not a primary reason to be together Companionship Happiness Partnership We seek for that! For that person we are at peace with ...

All week my heart ached for him I longed for his warm embrace I wanted him He had opened the fountain of love within me   But there was a complication We had said goodbye in an awkward situation Something grave had happened It made him mad at me But love was over powering He told me he was good I believed him Boooy, he lied Once I turned my back It started eating at him My attempt to have him talk to me was futile This left me in tears My heart ached I was in so much pain I needed him to talk to me I tried and tried I gave up I told myself Start over You can forget him But I couldn’t I refrained from reaching out Then one day He reached out Yes he reached out My heart soared like an eagle Higher it went, above the clouds Oh life was good My heart sang in joy Isn’t love a beautiful thing I was going home to a warm embrace I dreamt of PC: The Internet Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita ©  2023 You can watch th...