Be mine

The perfect relationships are always displayed on our screens. We get glued to the TV, or whatever we watch a movie from wishing all that love, the connection, the sync, the passion in there could trickle down to real life. It never does most times because it's a movie, remember that!

So our wishes keep on and on and on
We start doubting what we have Infront of us
We stop giving it any effort
We stop watering this grass and start looking for a greener one; this grass could be greener than what we are chasing after. Somebody watered that. Always remember this.

Going back in time, when my life was exactly what I wanted it to be
When my spirit was free
No heavy burden, things appeared light!...
I checked my messages and what I had been waiting for was right there!
A preposition! My exact want!
I was in disbelief because of the perfection in my want...you will think it crazy, but this is what I ever wanted
"No such commitment, but a loving man who knew me and would treat me right" and he was right there Infront of me.
All I needed was to take his hand

First forward; he was exactly what he said he was and I never regretted taking his hand. Not back then, not today
Our souls synced, he would reach out at that moment when I needed him to, when I was down, when I just wanted to cry, whine to someone
He knew my calming concoction...he actually still does

Need I say that I am stuck there, I can't move forward? For my soul belongs there, right where it is supposed to be and this that I have ceases to matter

To be continued...

Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita