Should i regret?

If I must regret anything in life, 
It will be time, time I gave out
I could have used my time for something else 
But I chose you at the time
I chose to give you my time
Did i enjoy the moment?
Yes! Then it was worth it even when it never lasted.
No, then i am going to cry a bit and pick up myself and do better with my time
I won't complain because that is what I chose at the time

...but I will rant now...

When I gave you my time
I never imagined you would abuse it
When I created time for you
It's because I cared and I had to be there for you at your lowest
I chose to hold you and rock you until you felt better
I chose to come with you to the hospital and risk my job
I lay on the hospital floor because i chose to spend my time on and with you
I chose you and I gave you all my time
Now that you are on your feet
You wag your long-tail that you had kept tucked between your legs
You raise it to my face like i am some piece of trash being swept
Must I regret the time i gave you?
Nooooo
At the time, i was sure of what i was doing
At the time, i chose you
But now i choose me!

Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita