Life Through My Eyes

I woke up with a start. We've been involved in accident.  I could tell that very distinctively without thinking I was dreaming. I felt I was bleeding profusely on the inside of my right chest. Just where the right breast is. A few voices could be hard but two of those were distinctively deciding whether they take me first to the hospital and come back for another victim who was wailing and calling out for help. "Help me, heeeelp me, I am here". I could tell from the voice that was the driver. I was propped to a sitting position in a car and a strong male arm kept me in position. The bleeding felt too much and the pain on the chest was excruciating. Press here, I kindly instructed my saviour to press on the bleeding spot. He was hesitant. Perhaps because he had to press through my breast. When I felt his reluctance, I grabbed his hands and placed it on the spot and almost immediately I passed out again only to wake up on a cold table. I was placed on a metallic table. Di...

Aaaaaah mama, why didn't you warn me about the dynamics of marriage Why didn't you alert me of the days my husband would act like the big cat  Why didn't you warn me there are days I would regret being with the man my heart and life revolves around Aaaaah mama, you should have told me  I would have moved in with him prepared I would have tamed the big cat to a more playful kitty Yes, I love the kitty side of him When he plays and makes me laugh Highlighting my beauty Such days, all I desire is him I wrap myself around him, sniff at him Give him sensational foot rub, back rub As I do that, I look up to him with so much affection His face softens and he looks so calm as he starts to drift off Mama, this is the man I fell in love with, the man I thought I would have all the time How do I deal with big cat side of him without hating him in the process Mama I know he loves me I know he wouldn't want to hurt me But here we are Help me mama I want this man for life But you sho...

I remember waking up in the dead of the night. Every occupant on the neighbouring beds slept peacefully or so it seemed. Pain reeked through my body, I flinched I grabbed the edges of bed and shifted I felt my breath leave me I closed my eyes tighter They burned so strongly I was afraid a well of tears would follow I bit my lower lip and said silent prayers No tears, not today, not yet I knew the day for it would come, but just not today I tried to calculate my breath, but all in vain In a strange land I felt abandoned I simply gave up and all I wanted was to have an eternal sleep PC: The internet Through the eyes of AYENYO

The things we ignore The power we ignore The delight we take for granted That power to live at will The power to decide Yes that power to decide how one’s day should run This power is ignored until stripped off   One day all is normal One decides to pee, poop, eat, drink, walk, sleep… Another day all this power is stripped off A stranger starts to decide when and what to eat, drink… They even decide when one should sit or walk One loses control of the bladder Another human has to decide and control the bladder…your bladder Life shifts under your watch But this time, someone else is in control! The things we ignore PC: Klaus Nielson Through the eye of AYENYO

To hold your power To cling onto the one thing that brings you peace The one tool that understands you fully The exhilaration!   Nothing compares to the comfort of pen and paper The only thing that understands you the most No questions, no judgement Pure understanding It feels like eternity when this freedom is taken away But one worth the wait PC: Roman Odintsov Through the eyes of AYENYO

Dear stranger,  I smile a lot with everyone  When I give you my warm genuine smile,  it's just a smile and nothing more Don't get me wrong when I warm up to you and ask you a few personal questions  Such questions help me know you better and how best I can work with you  My smile might make you feel a little uncomfortable  It feels so warm, it warms your heart! But that's just about it It is only a smile When I "chase" after you a little  Don't get me wrong I don't want a piece of you,  but rather I see potential that can be grown and I only want to help Help with no single string attached  See, smiling  keeps me younger and makes me feel goooood I am comfortable where I am and with whom I have It is just a smile, always remember that PC: Aviz Through the eyes of AYENYO Joanita